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Mother’s Diary Chronicles Grief Following Son’s Death in Copenhagen Mall Shooting

Esther Leuran, writing under a pseudonym, has published a diary detailing the 400 days following the death of her 17-year-old son in the Field’s shopping center shooting in Copenhagen. The diary, titled “The First Day,” chronicles the mother’s profound grief, memories of her son, and the struggle to navigate life after the tragedy.

The book offers a deeply personal account of a mother’s sorrow. Leuran captures the raw emotions experienced after the loss of her son, who was one of three people killed in the July 3, 2022, attack.

The diary entries, written daily, begin on the day of the shooting, which Leuran describes as the day she became someone else. The entries reveal the mother’s struggle with the new reality permeated by pain, insomnia, nightmares, and the recurring image of her son under a white sheet.

Leuran’s writing portrays the profound impact of grief on her daily life. She describes how everything has lost its color and tastes of metal, highlighting the difficulty of facing holidays, birthdays, and the subsequent trial.

Despite the overwhelming sorrow, “The First Day” also serves as a declaration of love and a reminder to cherish life. Leuran recalls cherished memories of her son, describing his personality, their shared life, and the community that supports her family.

The book emphasizes the importance of appreciating loved ones and recognizing the fragility of life. Leuran’s diary serves as a reminder to value the present moment and express love and gratitude to those who are still here.

“The First Day” illustrates the enduring power of a mother’s love, even in the face of unimaginable loss, and the importance of remembering and honoring those who are gone.